I've been fan raped by the HaLk. It is a long recovery process.
We have had our hopes smashed and our hearts broken so many times in the past five years that trust is very hard to maintain. We have had so many times we were sure that a win was just around the corner only to have is snatched away by Hawk's incompetence that we feel like Charley Brown kicking the football with Lucy holding it. We want to believe but just can't until we actually see that the nightmare is over.