Big Jim
WTF?
Yes, you should definitely shame this poster as less than manly for trying to pull together his life prior to an extended deployment with the Marine Corps.
Quit being a cock.
I am not in your 35 year old group of dorm buddies so I know nothing of people's back stories. Well, I do know that you are into some really weird **** because you volunteered it.
Quit being a pervert.