I am sure others feel this way and may have already expressed it in other threads. Like everyone on AB, I dedicate a lot, really too much, of my life to following a ****ty football team in the hopes things will eventually turn around and constantly looking for any excuse to believe.
Like many on here I was believing that this season was the one to turn things around. Was not convinced we would get to a bowl, and in fact in a recent season prediction thread I suspected we would lose one of our 4 opening games and actually predicted Hawaii. However I thought it was because it would take Leavitt longer to get the D improved. They were far from the biggest problem today.
-OL pass protection was disgusting given we had 3 returning starters.
-Our Special Teams continue to be nauseatingly bad and there is no excuse for that with the depth we now have
-Sefo was under way too much pressure all day, but even when he wasn't he missed on all his deep balls and he has been a starter too long for that to happen so consistently
-Bad game management by HCMM and Sefo cost us too often
-Too many stupid mistakes cost us on both sides of the ball and ST
I could go on and on but I am sure this has all been covered ad nauseam in other threads.
But enough is enough. We have all suffered through this **** show for a decade now. I really believed in HCMM as the guy to right the ship (even though I wasn't sure if he was a guy who could get us to Pac 12 titles) but Hawaii made me for the first time, seriously doubt him because we were not prepared to play and beat a team we were supposed to beat. That has to be on him.
So this long winded post is to say adios to the Buffs and to AB for the season at least. Some of you know I recently moved to Barcelona (from Santiago) and it has been hard enough following a ****ty team from so far away with very different time zones. On top of that I am now living in the city with arguably the best team on the planet in the beautiful game (futbol or soccer) and I just can't keep dedicating my time, energy and passion to a team that has consistently let me down for 10 years now.
I know this may sound like I am a fairweather fan although I definitely don't think of myself that way. I am just tired of staying up late during the off season to track recruiting and doing the same to frequently be completely disappointed on game days.
I do think some day CU will turn things around. Whether it is with HCMM or Rick George's own hire (I remain 100% confident in him still) I am not sure. Whether it is this year (VERY doubtful), next year or years from now remains to be seen. At some point I will come back in but maybe not as committed as I have been. I am just tired of the never ending disappointment.
To all of you ABers with stronger stomachs than I have, keep up the fight (although maybe a bit less in fighting would be nice
Been nice "knowing you" guys.
Adios amigos.