This whole thing just makes me so sad.
I attend the games with a big group that includes my parents, brother and friends. It has been a meaningful part of our Fall since I graduated from college in the late 90s. My dad used to sit with a close friend & $$$$ alum, who has since passed on. We sang the CU fight song during his funeral. My mom now attends the games with us and it really has been nice to spend time with all of them.
I am also currently 8 months pregnant. This is probably my last hurrah since I am unsure about attending games (& paying for a full-price ticket) for a 9 month old next Fall. Plus, my husband isn't sure that we should be spending the money on CU football at this point. This Fall was supposed to be fun & kind of a swan song of sorts. Instead, we drag ourselves up there almost in dread. I am very sad that this is the last season that I will be attending all of the home games and I can't even get excited about it.
But I will be there on Saturday. I don't blame the rest of you for staying away but I just can't. When I think of how meaningful CU football has been to my family and the fact that all of it will change very soon, I have to enjoy spending the time in Boulder with friends and family as long as I possibly can.
If you see me, I'm the chick with the big belly. You won't be able to miss me since it sounds like my group will be one of the few.
I really, really hate what has happened to CU football & the apathy that is occuring to some of you who I believe are some of the biggest CU fans out there. I don't blame you all but it just makes me so angry.
If I don't see you at the remaining games, look for me at the CEC for the first part of basketball season too. I'm trying to fit a lot of Buff athletic events in while I still can.